I think I screwed up this afternoon.  Not 100% sure, but I’ve got that “sick-to-my-stomach” feeling that I did.  It’s either that, or the soapy beer is really taking its toll.

See, I got this message… “refactoring time. talk to you tomorrow.”  Well, let’s be honest, it said “refractory”… but I’m guessing that’s a typo.

Refactoring: (Computer Science) Improving a computer program by reorganising its internal structure without altering its external behavior.

But maybe it’s not a typo?

Refractory: Hard or impossible to manage.

Either way?  um, yeah, I screwed up.

I won’t know for sure for a while.  Doubtful that we’ll “talk tomorrow” – that’s just code for don’t respond back. So, being that I’m of a pessimistic nature… you can see my logic.

I pushed too hard.  I wanted too much.  I was selfish.  I wasn’t fair.  I hope I’m wrong.

I’m sorry.